i saved my zettai kareshi scanlations on my multiply account!

www.kaleidoscopicarbs.multiply.com

i also have hana-kimi, w-juliet, kare kano, imadoki, skip beat and love monster on my collections of scanlations!

yehessss!!! 

Ok! So for the benefit of all my accounts out there, this is my profile...

I am Arby Kristie Castro Lazarte. You can call me Arby as acquaintances call me, Arbs as odd guys call me, Kris as internet buddies call me, Kristie as my grade school friends used to tease me, Isie as I call myself, Beng as my family call me and Kebabs as badettes me. I live in a far far away place called Novaliches. I'm single but not available because I'm too busy for those crappy things called love(Hn..whatever!). I'm also a student in Miriam/Maryknoll. I'm in junior year so I'm in difficult phase in my high school life.

I love reading books like...

Pride and Prejudice, Sense and Sensibility, The Da Vinci Code, The Rule of Four, the Harry Potter Series, The Series of Unfortunate Events, Artemis Fowl, Angels and Demons, Tuesdays with Morrie, Five People You Meet In Heaven, The Alchemist, A Walk to Remember, Tithes, Veronika Decides to Die, The Good Earth, ABNKKBSNPLKO?!, Paboritong Libro ni Hudas, Bakit Baliktad Magbasa ng Libro Ang Mga PILIPINO? and a whole lot more!!!

I love watching reality TV shows like...

Fear Factor, Queer Eye For the Straight Guy, Pinoy Big Brother, Survivor, Extreme Makeover and a whole lot more...

I love eating...(though It's hard for me to get fat)

Nestle crunch, ferrero Rocher, Pistachio Nuts, Macadamia Nuts, Kalbi Stew, Dak Bul, Nilaga, Lumpiang Shanghai, Skittles, Lays, Brownies, Hamburger, and many you-know-which-foods-if-you-know-me...

I love watching Korean drama series like...

Lovestory in harvard, Attic Cat, Oh!Feely Young, Full House, Endless Love 1:Autumn in My Heart, Endless Love 2:Winter Sonata, Stairway to Heaven, 101 proposals, ...

(I'm getting bored so I'll just stop here. I'll just continue next time)

Hell yeah! It's been ages since I wrote my last entry...

So it was just out of nothing because I'm too lazy to do the writing stuff...I'm too happy to that..

I feel cynical to day so I can say that love is psychological disease that affects mawkish-minded people to fall for pointlessfeelings and to give in to raw animalistic desires and full outbursts of passion(I got these from AriesFalcon, now I finally got the perfect definition!) 

Maybe writing stories and reading it really affects me. I had a couple of theories again...

You'll attract somebody's attention if you treat him or her differently as other people would do.

Never promise anybody something because its meant to be broken in someway.

Transfer your daydreaming into a fabulous story and you'll get to be a good writer.

Just plain nothing... 

Do you know why I need you???

I need you to give me a letter!!!any letter!!!Any thing you can say about me...

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now give me one!pleeeeaaasssseeeeee......

I'm also endorsing a concert...

Gabay of Ateneo de Manila University presents a concert for the benefit of Gabay Scholarship Fund

Ateneo de Manila High School Covered Court, Katipunan Ave. Loyala Heights Quezon City

August 26, 2005, Friday, 6pm onwards...

with Performances by...

Barbie

orange and Lemons

Spongcola

Mayonnaise

Stonefree

Cueshe

P150 only!!!!

So watch now!Comment on my entry to buy a ticket from me!

Wow! What a week! This is the most relaxing week I've ever had for the past two months!

So, here I am now, munching a lot of chocolates. Yummy! And bumming around.

This makes me loathe to write blogs. Anyhow, I'm writing fan fictionS as of this time because a friend of mine wanted me to do so. I'm also having reviews for the past books and films that I have read or watched. (When will I ever post them?Maybe when somebody requests me to do so...)

Do you love my poem, A Series of Hatred? I might start making a lot of angst poems and stuff like it. I'm making good ones when I'm inspired by the mood and feeling. Now that I'm writing about the ugliness of life, I think I'm becoming the exact opposite of Juan Ramon Rodriguez. Maybe, I'm just somehow cynical and sort of a saddist.

Ok, so my mind is full of nothing but stories of stuff and I will continue doing it as of the moment.... 

Now, as you see, my entry title says it all. I have so many problems today and their not just simple ones they are really big. So, because I want my soul to rest I'll let a living soul like you to read some of the things that are bothering me.

I don't have a contact on the outside world everytime I'm in my house(it's not a home sweet home for me as you see). My only way to talk to other people is through the internet! My phone was gone, the home phone was cut off because the people here want to change the number. It's hard living here since my problems comes from here(in this house).

I hate my exams results. Maybe, passed it all but because I'm such a perfectionist and I have high standards, it seems like everything is so low for me. It's quite impossible for me to be second honor this quarter. Gosh! I need have high grades to be able to go to my dream college university!

Not again! The financial crisis are getting all over me and it makes me crazy! Now, I think I just have to abandon the idea in going to the Junior Prom since there are a lot of obstacles to go before having my supposedly perfect day. Let me enumerate, first, I haven't bought a ticket yet, second, I don't have any idea for my gown, third, I don't have any transportation and lastly I don't have a prom date(although this one's optional for me). Lol

Well, that were just few things but at least it made me more relaxed.

I'm really full of hatred today so I've composed another poem. Here it is...

A Series of Hatred

My heart is full of hatred

Hatred which eats away my humanity

Humanity which no one considerewd in me

Me who keeps on seeking everbody's love

I hate people

People who considered that I'm their property

Property which they can control

Control which gave no freedom at all

I hate circumstances

Circumstances which makes my status low

Status that I never liked in the society

Society which kept me to their norms 

I hate things

Things which makes me irritated

Irritated which causes me to hurt other people

Hurt which only a few realize thatthey do to me

I hate myself

Myself who keeps onlying to hide her feelings away

Feelings that nobody cared about me

Me who struggles to exist in this world

I hate poems

Poems which has to have sense

Sense which I can only give to people through this

This which keeps me sane because I've finally spitted out my feelings to a living soul like you.

So what can you say??? This keeps me sane. Now, I'm doing this more often than ever. Next time, I'm doing another poem again. Poems are my 'cure' to my insanity...